I am really happy when hubby finally able to grab a job in lieu of his profession that is in home care facility. But, it’s not what I want him to do. I want him to work in a hospital just as he always dreams. Ever since the first time we meet, he always told me that he wanted to work in the hospital especially in the OR department. This is the place where he can use a lot of things including med carts and get to involve in the operation itself. He won’t experience those things in the home care, that’s why I’m pushing him not to give up on hunting for work in the hospital.

Well, I feel great when I hear him still having enthusiasm and not giving up on his dreams. I know it will come at the right time. It doesn’t matter if it comes later. I’m praying that it comes earlier. We will just see what unfolds in the future.

It’s quite a stressful week for me from having cash shortage, not enough sleep, getting warnings from boss and so on. I feel like unwinding, thus doing things like playing music and singing at the same time even if I’m always out of tune. Well, I’m not applying for a contest so it’s okay to be out of tune. But, doing those things can definitely help alleviate my mood and bring back myself to normal.

I’m just imagining how it really feels good to sing my heart out while playing the guitar. I’m already tapping my feet like I’m using the Morley Pedals. Well, that goes my imagination. There’s little I can do for now as those things are out of hand. But, I’m sure it would be a lot of fun.

Oh yeah! I forgot to say that hubby’s cousin already found a job in one of the best hotels in town. But, it takes a while before he was able to grab that vacancy. He is even in the verge of giving up and just go back home. Good thing with the guidance and motivation of their aunt, he stayed and continue his hunt. So, he successfully lands a job though the pay isn’t that much. Still, it’s great he has a job for a start.

Even if it’s still three weeks or a month since he started, his aunt keeps on telling him to plan for the future and consider other options. He can do that by enrolling to courses that interest him like that of senior fitness specialist certification course. Even before, he is telling that he wants this kind of job, plus he himself devout to fitness. So, it would truly be a perfect training for the job that could give him satisfaction. Oh well, I wish him all the luck he needs to reach whatever he wants.

Just like that, time indeed fly so fast, now we are soon going to celebrate Valentines. Or it’s just me that is losing track of time because I’m enjoying the things that I’m doing. Anyway, I have started searching for gifts under $100 in preparation for that day. Other than that I’m also searching for the best birthday gift I could give hubby. He will also celebrate his special day on the same month. I need to get two gifts just for this month. So it needs to be under $100 in order not to exceed my budget.

The good thing is that hubby isn’t with me at the moment. He spends some time at Kish, Iran for about three weeks now. But, surely he will be coming back before V’day. So, I have ample time to do some research and shopping without his knowledge. Wishing myself some great luck to find the best gift hubby will love and adore. Let’s just see about that.

I truly feel envious towards hubby’s sister for having a nice slender body. She is celebrating her 35th birthday today, but still looking gorgeous and indeed very sexy. Her curves are really great with a flat belly. I asked her the secrets and she said, I should exercise more, eat right and sleep early. The problem is that I’m already eating less than I should be. With the kind of work I have, it’s difficult to grab something to eat. Also, I don’t have the luxury of sleeping as my shift sometimes ends at 11 in the evening.

For this New Year, I will try to live a healthy lifestyle. Although it will be difficult, I will try to snatch at least 30 minutes of my time to do some yoga. I already have yoga mats so starting won’t be difficult. All I need to do is master time management so I will have time for everything. Becoming sexy will be my goal for 2012. Hopefully it will be a success.