For the past two days, I have been so bored that I just want to isolate myself from the rest of the world. I want to think about everything that is going on in my life. But, instead of locking myself in my room, I checked the web for all kinds of weight loss product like ephedra.

After a while, I realized the things that are going on inside my head. I feel so lonely and envied my friend who I met last Wednesday. I envied that despite our age she was able a nice looking body. Or it is better to say that she has lost weight and now has a perfect body that I used to have.

While me, I guess I will have to work on losing weight. There is so much to do with me as my butt is already big enough. I think I just lost confidence after our get-together.